I don't want to choose wrong from right, I love how you make me fight.

Back to something a bit more obscure. This is from a band called Jakalope, coming out of Canada. Trent Reznor (Nine Inch Nails) helped them a lot. But talking about band history is not what this blog is about. The name of the song is, "Light After Night."

I haven't been able to figure out what the song as a whole is about, but this line jumps out at me. You willingly give total control of your life over to another person. You let them worry about the right and wrong of a situation. Whatever they have you do, you find yourself enjoying it. Nothing else can provide a rush quite the same way.

There's mainly two times when a person would do this. The first is very dangerous, and that is when your lust is in control. You've just met this person, you both want something physical, and the future doesn't matter. But you don't know them, or what they'll have you do. When you regain control, will you have done things you'll regret? Did you hurt someone? Are you in jail?

The second situation is much the same in nature, but it is when you have completely fallen in love with the person. You trust them completely and believe they will only have you do things that are good and will make you a better person. This can also lead in disaster, but much more long term. If you have fallen in love with the wrong person. Someone who undermines who you are and slowly changes that, corrupting you. On the other hand, it can also be the ultimate wonderful experience if you have fallen in love with the right person. They will strengthen you, lift you up, fight for you and with you, be your best friend. You will go on a wonderful ride, and at the end, you will smile at the great memories you shared with this person.

I hope I can find a person who I can give control to, or will trust me and love me enough to give me control. I want to go on that wonderful ride.

Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5XZeD_otKA4 (It's a fan made video and mislabeled title, but it's the song that's important.)